tO my gIrls ~

to all my girls !!!!!~

THANK YOU ! THANK YOU ! THANK YOU !
with all my heart, i want to thank u
for being the happy side of me....
whenever i need it,,
i know i can turn around and laugh it off with u all...
coz ur all always smiling and laughing...
just with the fact that i have u,
i feel happy.

but u may wonder is it true or not b'cuz i done show it.
i don't know how to show love to people.
well some of it.
sometimes it's just b'cuz i'm afraid if i'm freaking u out.
haha. not funny.
my point is....
i love u girls bfore and after.
there's no denying it.
eventhough most of us met by hating each other,
it still gave us a future of bliss.

don't forget...
i love it when we laugh uncontrollably
and when we can cry without caring our faces are getting blotchy...
i love it when we go out and do stuff
and laugh it through...

AND it doesn't mean when i'm kinda distant from u girls
mean i hate u.
it just means i'm....
i need some time alone.
u get it right ???
i know u do. ur all clever !

ok so...

I LOVE U GIRLS !!!

my tAgs >
my kisses : nAd, jiAh, AmAni, que, mirA, syeri, lishA, el,
my A.b's : bie, Ainur, nisA
my brAys : min, rAjA, bie (again)
my h.o's : edA, mAh
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE U ALL
~mu'a (^~^)~

tO my bOys~

First of all...
DON'T GET THE WRONG IDEA !
When i say my boys, i'm referring to all my friends with the gender of
a boy. ok ?

BEFORE
i was like this.

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i felt too lonely before.
And i never tried to think there are something's that r
worth feeling for than loneliness.
it's u guys.
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AFTER
i was like this.

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cuz if there's one thing u thought me, it's this

even though some of u don't even
believe in this quote...
i know u want to.
B'cuz i did. And i still do.
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so.
to u who's reading,
if u r one of my beloveds
(if u dont know whether u r or not, it's ok)
i just wanna say...

THANK YOU !!!!!!
U have given me a new reason to smile.
U made me believe that i still had someone when i need em.
U had me thinking i'm not a loner.
U gave me a new list of friends, (bestfriends if i may add)
to my seriously colourful life !
Thank you...
U r forever remembered !

I LOVE U ALL !!!
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L.O.L. ~me~