tO yOu [=

DEAR YOU. 


I'M SORRY I'M ANNOYING TO YOU #1
I'M SORRY I BECAME A PROBLEM TO YOU # 2
I'M SORRY I INTERFERED WITH YOUR ACTIVITIES #3 
I'M SORRY I EVER BECAME A BLOCKAGE IN YOUR VIEW #4 
I'M SORRY I'M ALWAYS HANGING AROUND YOU #5 
I'M SORRY I MADE YOU MAD OR TIRED # 6
I'M SORRY I'M NOT PERFECT #7


BUT HEY, 
 YOU TOLD ME TO HANG IN, HANG ON,
 B'CUZ IN THE END, IT'LL ALL MAKE SENSE. 
 AND I GUESS IT'S THE END OF A CHAPTER WHERE 
 YOU ALREADY KNEW SOMETHING 
 YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE KNOWN, 
 ABOUT ME TO YOU.
 SO... I'M TELLING YOU NOW WHY I WAS ALL THAT ABOVE # 
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 #1 > 
 BEING ANNOYING TO YOU HAS ALWAYS BEEN WORTH IT. 
 HAHAHA SORRY BUT IT WAS. STILL IS. 
 B'CUZ YOU TREATED ME LIKE I MATTER 
 NO MATTER HOW MUCH I ANNOY YOU. 
 
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#2 >
 I'M ALWAYS A PROBLEM TO YOU 
 B'CUZ I KEEP ASKING MIXED UP QUESTIONS 
 ABOUT MY TOPSY-TURVY LIFE. 
 BUT YOU ALWAYS MANAGE TO MAKE ME SMILE. THAT'S THE ONLY REASON WHY I KEPT ASKING.




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#3 >
INTERFERING HAS ALWAYS BEEN A GAME FOR ME, YA KNOW ?
I'M NOT EXCEPTING ANYTHING.
I LOVE INTERFERING WITH EVERYONE, 
BUT ESPECIALLY YOU. 
B'CUZ MY LIFE ISN'T THAT FUN WITHOUT YOU OR WITHOUT MY OTHER FRIENDS.


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#4 >
YEAH.. NOW THIS... I GOTTA ADMIT, 
IT'S KINDA..WEIRD. 
WELL... I NOTICED THAT YOU 
ALREADY NOTICED ME LOOKING AT YOU 24/7. 
THIS IS ONLY (!!!) B'CUZ I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE 
I HAVE A FRIEND AS UNIQUE AS YOU. 
ALWAYS MAKING OTHERS HAPPY 
WITH YOUR JOKES AND SMILES. 
ALWAYS HELPING PEOPLE WITHOUT EVEN CARING WHAT PEOPLE SAY........
WOW. WHY CAN'T I DO THAT ?  


















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#5 >
HANGING AROUND ISN'T AN 'ENOUGH WORD' FOR THIS SITUATION. 
HANGING ON IS MORE LIKE IT.
HANGING ON TO YOU.........(???)
HEY NOW, I'M NOT SAYING I'M STRUCK BY CUPID,
BUT I'M SAYING THAT HANGING AROUND YOU MAKES ME FEEL
.......HAPPY. 
B'CUZ YOU ALWAYS GIVE ME NEW HOPES AND DREAMS.. 
ENCOURAGING ME TO SOAR HIGHER !

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HEY... 
REMEMBER OUR FIGHT ? 
IT WAS HEARTBREAKING. 
AND TO MY SURPRISE, I CRIED A LOT. 
AND IT WAS ALL B'CUZ OF.... YEAH. THAT. 
AND THEN ADDING YOUR WORDS 
ON THE PHONE AT MY WOUND,
WAS PIERCINGLY KILLING ME. 
BUT HEY, I GUESS IT WAS LIFE'S PAYBACK ON ME 
FOR SOMETIMES MAKING YOU MAD AT ME OR
SIMPLY MAKING YOU TIRED OF MY BEHAVIOUR...

 
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HUH....


ONE DAY... 
WHEN EVERYONE WAS PUSHING ME AWAY.. CLOSING THEIR DOORS ON ME.. 
ONLY YOU CAME INTO SIGHT. 
"HEY, NAK GULE-GULE ?" 
THE BEST 3 WORD OFFERING 
TO A TORN GIRL. 


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THAT'S ALL THERE IS. 


 LOOKING BACK TO ALL THOSE MEMORIES WE MADE 
 ON OUR LINES OF FRIENDSHIP,
 [MAKING YOU GRAPE JUICE, CATCHING YOU SLEEP, 
 TEASING YOU, SHARING BLOGS WITH YOU, 
 BEING A MAILGIRL FOR YOU, 
 YOU HELPING ME TAKE PICTURES, 
 YOU HELPING ME FIND JOBS]
 -AND SO ON~ 
 IT MAKES ME PRAY EVERYDAY... 
 THAT ONE DAY, 
 I'LL BE BLESSED WITH ANOTHER BRAND OF YOU.

 


 YOURS TRULY, 
-I'M NOT MAKING A FICTION STORY-

~ME~

tO my gIrls ~

to all my girls !!!!!~

THANK YOU ! THANK YOU ! THANK YOU !
with all my heart, i want to thank u
for being the happy side of me....
whenever i need it,,
i know i can turn around and laugh it off with u all...
coz ur all always smiling and laughing...
just with the fact that i have u,
i feel happy.

but u may wonder is it true or not b'cuz i done show it.
i don't know how to show love to people.
well some of it.
sometimes it's just b'cuz i'm afraid if i'm freaking u out.
haha. not funny.
my point is....
i love u girls bfore and after.
there's no denying it.
eventhough most of us met by hating each other,
it still gave us a future of bliss.

don't forget...
i love it when we laugh uncontrollably
and when we can cry without caring our faces are getting blotchy...
i love it when we go out and do stuff
and laugh it through...

AND it doesn't mean when i'm kinda distant from u girls
mean i hate u.
it just means i'm....
i need some time alone.
u get it right ???
i know u do. ur all clever !

ok so...

I LOVE U GIRLS !!!

my tAgs >
my kisses : nAd, jiAh, AmAni, que, mirA, syeri, lishA, el,
my A.b's : bie, Ainur, nisA
my brAys : min, rAjA, bie (again)
my h.o's : edA, mAh
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE U ALL
~mu'a (^~^)~

tO my bOys~

First of all...
DON'T GET THE WRONG IDEA !
When i say my boys, i'm referring to all my friends with the gender of
a boy. ok ?

BEFORE
i was like this.

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i felt too lonely before.
And i never tried to think there are something's that r
worth feeling for than loneliness.
it's u guys.
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AFTER
i was like this.

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cuz if there's one thing u thought me, it's this

even though some of u don't even
believe in this quote...
i know u want to.
B'cuz i did. And i still do.
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so.
to u who's reading,
if u r one of my beloveds
(if u dont know whether u r or not, it's ok)
i just wanna say...

THANK YOU !!!!!!
U have given me a new reason to smile.
U made me believe that i still had someone when i need em.
U had me thinking i'm not a loner.
U gave me a new list of friends, (bestfriends if i may add)
to my seriously colourful life !
Thank you...
U r forever remembered !

I LOVE U ALL !!!
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L.O.L. ~me~